Reconcilation

The month of July and it nears the end. The reminder in the cup is shallow. What thoughts would saturated the dregs of the cup...
People always talk about the limitations. The problem is that I do not recognized the limitaions. For example, when I play I do not know the limitations and I cross the boundaries. Which apparently is a clear thin lline to everyone else. In a way it is also true for myself. I must regonize the threshold. No, I don't. It crosses my mind that I may never know my endurance level until I break it or touch it.
And it occurs to me that the sense of it is reasonable. Are there signs that point to the eventuality? I have been trying to gauge. I am in the midst of the study and I would rerasonably answer that yes there is, mostly thought the interpretations can vary. It calls for closer attention. Concentration.
I need to concentrate. Be concious of things around me.
So as July 07 slips out of my hand like the grains of sand, time will eventually run out on us all, I reckon that it only remains to be said that I did regret no paying close attention to life around me. What is it? Is it selfishness and deceit that negates that attention. Or is it just a mere stupididty that results in sucha lack of study?
The interesting thing is that the boundary is nominal. It flips and turns according to occasion and circumstance. It therefore requires experiments that may be too costly because they involve human feelings.