Defining moment

Right now, I am looking forward to the sky weeping an ocean. Oh God let it rain so I can go outside and frolick like the world is only about moments like this. Wishful thinking? But I would pray to the God of the Heavens and earth, let it rain on the dry, cold earth.
I remeber the red sky nights with the breezy winds so strong that the flower pots drop the soil escaping and the shoes all wet. I remember the smell of the earth so comfortable, so refreshing to the everyday soul. And it is for these defining moments I crave now.

Solving conflicts

My sister has changed her blog skin but I am not going to change mine. Why? Becasue I am lazy. That describes my state. Almost everything is over except for presentation and a paper that has to be handed in then I think I am going to prepare for finals. But I was thinking just now that I should try not to be too ahead.. that just goes out to stress me but at the same time I don't like last minutes because I need space to get ready. So I don't know really know what to do...
I went to this organisation which is suppose to be an international org that helps the community and at the same time it is a social org. But what really disturb me is that in theri meeting they focus more on the social aspect. I think that people do not believe we all stand to gain from seriously solving a problem head on. Everyone is v self interested as though they are all very susicious about each other. Sometimes I just wonder if that would help anybody, i mean it is once agian superficial and such a waste of resource because the next generation will go on wasting resources to leave it unsolved and the cycle continues. It is quite baffling.
Anyway, recently LKY said he thinks that stability is more important than democracy. Wow, he is becoming so blatant and getting away with it!!