Just another...

See the promblem is this. Sometimes you just cannot understand what I mean. Because it is me. Then at the same time I really wish some one could but then we are different. So I could not cleep tonight there is another night. And I am trying to go through it. Why I get frustrated and bothered at all. It is of wonder even to me. Today or rather the night before. I really felt like smashing it. So many preoccupations I felt the encumberance so that I felt it was no use. This morning, it helps to loose th etension and I am sitting at this compute bitter that I could not understand nor communicate yester night. What i was about. I just wish I knew. Today, is an other day but they same questions and delimas puzzule me. I am just happy to accoplish whatever yester had so today maybe the load is lighter.

Why you cna't talk to people. they think you anything but as you think yourselve. So it is safer not to. The good is temporary so must be the bad and time is infinity. How encouraging! There is nodbody to talk to because God would have it that I trust in Him. One can be so easily side tracked.

I love you. Really do. I never say what I don't mean how could I properly figure out this game. Please don't paly casue I am really not playing. When you are frighten, it is easy to be overcome, so that is what I am. I feel terrified at mere prospects. How many people take its path but I was trying to evade it.

Accomplishing somewhat is so in the middle, Should I rejoice too early?