Pressure

I was just telling someone how stress can be good. In a way, we can enjoy stress.

But htere is one kind of pressure that I CANNOT ENJOY!!!

Admittedly, I am quite paranoid about a lot of things sometimes. Even reading books can become a sort of deep affliction. Being drighten to a unrealistic point can be cause dbut a lot of things, I don't know what causes mine. It can also turn to become a lot of stress hwich forces me to do things otherwise I may be lax about.

Pressure of being around people, society is something I am trying to get use to. I think it is important to be rid of this form of retardament. But what really confuses me is when the oppression comes from people within. Around me. People who I am acquainted with on a daily basis. And they don't seem to let go! I need to get away form them, they add to this paranoia and stress becaus ethey are unreasonably poking in, stroking the fire unknowingly. Why do I not face them in the face? Because I think they are causing other stress. It will be good for me to get rid of all the others before I come to them. I need the space and the time.