Thank God! The pieces are all falling back together!

I am Back. and everyone is slowly falling back. sometimes, space seem to make everything much more new! much more pleaasant. But of course I can say that now, now that it is FINALLY over! Thank God for tiding me over the worst falls. It may be the parts that will hardly be called up in the remembrance of life, but it is when you know what sticks does stick. It is the part that you learn about what matters and what does not. Reflections that bring me to understand what really is it I want.

And now it seems to be over!! Thank God. I am so sad to be away from home. Last night, I was just mulling over it before I fell asleep at 5pm. Why does good never survive time? Why can't I have it all? I already miss home by a multitude of sandbags. I already thinking about the next time I will go back. I am already Back.

And now I am Back. I am happy.

I am lost amidst two worlds trying to find a proper footing on both. What a fool! (Gladly??)