Shuttle

The esclipse of the sun. This morning I mange to be tired and sleep till about 8 that is good. Last night people making noise outside mine window really irritated me because I had a headache and this people could not let me sleep in silence and I tried to hear music and sleep but no, I could not. I was so tired, whole day and my head was trobbing with pain. My eyes were fuming with sleep. This morning after shower, I ate a choc. Kisses.

It feel as if I am still alone. But I feel happier today. Hopefully, it lasts. I feel as if my strength is slowly ebbing in not out. I am on the verge of hysteria and getting very mad with people. That will be a sign of energy.

It scares me that I don't know what is happening. I don't feel like a person. I was talking to someone about the theme in the hall "Creatively Discovering The Individual". I tell you if I could discover what is with me now let alone discover it creatively, I would be rejocing.

I wonder do people bear? I think from their eyes and talk to me. They do.