It's my Life!!!!

there come a time in life where we seek to know that we are, who we are. it is all in time to come that things will be fulfilled. the time constrainment of the world that we live in is digging my grave. i realized that in the end, it is not about building a tower or claiming the fortress, ultimately what remains in question at the end of life is have we fulfilled life's meaning.

i do not claim to know the full true to life nor the ans to questions. God does. i can only go where the light has shown. so stop hitting me like i am a beast, stop shoving what u believe down my throat. when everyone swashes me from different poles, i have no where to live. i plead to God, "what do these ppl want from me?!"

the tide and belows of the waves wash over my head. i gasped for air. people mock me for what i believe in and others for what i do not believe in. i m not a following. i m just growing up and trying to find my footing and where God engraves, there i m convicted.

stop the politics!!! stop the shouting. i live in a mad house. in a world where there are so many noises drowning me in an ocean that is so torrent and hungry, it seeks to swallow me, to send me to its depth. God save me!!!